One thing i love about dubai: there's a ladies day for almost every event! :-D Some dude just told me a while back that the enite concept of ladies only is "gay" I beg to differ on both social and religious grounds. altho they are almost the same. What ever happened to the days of guys hanging out with other guys? saturday nights? i've grown up seeing my elder brothers hang around with their "buddies". Enter grad school and all of a sudden its GAY for a guy to hang around with guys. You'll hear the: "guys are boring", "guys are stupid", "guys are khwar" as their pretty much finit list of pretexts. While girly get togethers are always veyr lively, full of colors and tends to bring on a sense of exite,ment just thinking about it amongst the girls... guys just give the: "WHAT? What are we gonna do with no girls around? That'll be so damn boring!" Now, I, to be very frank, find THAT attitude gay. Not man enuf to hang around with other men? Hanging around with females and not feelng challenged? Right. So this has nothing to do with metrosexuality mind you. It's all good if not overdone. We label women who do it as chamakchallos(loi) and even sluts. Men who overdo it just get labeled gay. Sorry, but that's that! :-D That veru friend who said ladies day is a gay concept was at a new years bbq where it just so happend that all the girls backed off. So it was... a guys only... event! :-D And guess what, he said it turned out to be pretty neat. "Who needs chicks..." Well these young lads are sharpening their skills on picking up girls by readong stuff like David DeAngelo, i feel theyre just losing the ability to communicate with other men. They are infact just turning into malfunctioning blobs of tetosterone. And something is just so not right about that. :-/ In highschool, during my chem A levels class, we were discussing the retior of boys to girls in our class (there were two batches for chem) and how our instructor had divided us. His theory was that senior classes shoudl always be mixed because "boys are rascals. they are animals. and without the presence of girls they will never learn to behave." Been thru universoty and all i can say is that whenever its a mixed gathering, all u will here are lame sexist jokes... and of course ur best friends making it a point to make sure that their friends of the opposite gender bring that guy/girl ur interested in. It just gets s t u p i d after a while. I know one thing for sure tho. Co-ed colleges/universities definitely help us understand the "issues" of the opposite gender better. We're so easy on labeling each other a chauvinist or capricious. No need ot think twice. But when ur spending literally four years of ur life with them, u tend to learn to judge better for u share and understand better. it's an understanding that could NEVER come without co-ed. But... if we dont mind a female only gathering, then why should u have an issue with it when ur allowed to go to the global village on the 6 remaining days of the week? It's like FORCING women to believe that it is backward and rather unfair on them to have a women only day thrown in by the supposed chavinistic organizers. Just to let you know, no matter how many centuries pass by, we still remain women, u still remain men, and nothing can change our intrinsic selfs. Nothing; no amount of media. All the media can do is to make you live in denial and forget the basic tenents of ur culture/religion and the very purpose of those. Of course, when u refuse to think over the purpose you consequently defy the related tenents. I just find this entire hubaaloh guys create the minute they hear 'girls only' rather disgusting and annoying. Have a sex change and you can come along too if u love our company so much. And if ur man enuf, just remember, we're women enuf too. And you can't take out right to be a woman away from us. Try as you may. I wonder how many of these i-believe-i-am-a-liberal-desi men will let their own daughters bring in boys without labeling each one of them boys a jerk, brat, loser, good for nothing rascal. Oh wait, its all cool as long as it is outside the house... right? As long as u dont bring them home. right, there just no specific purpose to the baqwaas above, pretty incoherent too. But, i had a blast this monday. i actually SAW the global village. I saw things i never noticed in that crowd earlier. It's impossible. All your thinking is: I WANT TO GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE! Sure, GB has hykedup prices, but u definitely can't shop anyway in all that rush, there isnt place to stand! And why would all those people want to come everday to see the same stuff again and again? I dont want to go the second time even, coz, it gets boring... who wants to see the same stuff again? Oh wait, they are here to check out the girls? Whatever.. . I was on a shop till you drop spree yesterday, my first ever attempt at house shopping on my own. Mom actually approved of it when i showed her... which means... i passed! haha! :-D this time round i made those stilt walkers STOP and had pics taken with em.. haha.. i always wanted to snap em! i'm not too sure if they were happy with it, coz after my stunt, there was a huuuge bee line to have pics taken... what were they waiting for all this time? for faiza to step in and stop em? :-D It's a festival for gods sake... its all about fun! give them stilt walkers a change too, im sure theyre sick of just walking everyday! :-D the oneson muraqqabat road are awwwwwwwwwwwesome Gotta check out naif souk now... or whatever it's called... I'm wondering tho... the saudi pavillion... the first time i went... they had their traditional dance going on... men only of course.. just the duff playing... but this time... they had other intruments (dont they consider them haraam?) and they were doing their traditional thing (isnt it all haraam according to them?)... and they were surrounded by hottie arabs taking pics with their cell fones... (isnt that haraaaaaaaam?!!!) haha... i just didnt get it... :-/ the lebanese pavillion had belly dancers... wo0t! :-D oh and the pakistani's were the smartest... coz they are the only ones whove put up a "valentines day special" stall in the pavillion when feb started... cashing in on valentines ehhhh... oh and to all those recent addicts of naseeb who didnt really celebrate an year on naseeb like me... HAHAHAHAHA... tuff luck... this is what happens when u geton the bandwagon so late... u addiction never reaches its zenith and hence never declines... me.. i'd deactivated... :-D i dont like em abcd's.. theyre annoying. tfu :-D can we refer to blog entries as BE here? Since it is blogger... of course if u call ur web log ur journal then.. JE it is..

Naseeb[dot]com

Finally blocked by etislut :-D Oh, thats etisalat for you. Orkut was blocked even before i knew it existed... coz.... its a dating site. haha i guess they blocked off naseeb coz of all the anti-islam and other versions of islamic believes and practices that were posted on it and discussed. nomads to the core. the jahalat in them hasnt gone. they believe in dictatorship. convert by force, irrespective of whether they believe or not. hyporcisy isnt an issue to them at all; forced loyalty is. stupid baddus. why does friendster still work? i mean u can post all kinds of pics there... and that is definitely a hook up joint and it doesnt even have a muslim label. all the pilipinos i know are on it. haha. they be so cute. =) guess etisalat loves philipino's more =( death to the etisluts. *end of transmission*

Blood

I'm starting to realize why some siblings haven't even seen each others faces for decades. They don't want to. You walk away. And then you realise that there is something you miss and miss it you direly. But its not that which you had; its that which you never had. For how can you miss that which you never had? It's not possible. Inconsistancy of thoughts? None. Think about it. And have a nice day! =)

death to spam

I worked so hard on the college portal. The main site, the student govt site, the lecture blogs, the many sites run by students... hours and hours and HOURS of hard work... and then came a hacker... :-( yes there were backups.. but they were so HUGE, we'd just leave em on the host. our emails got flooded with spam. Needless to say it was all porn. ARGH! That was supposed to go on my god damned portfolio! Damn you hacker uncle! The moron even left a message on the main page: SORRY YOU HAVE BEEN HACKED Anyhoo, I was on a friends site today, and hers had been hijacked by porn spammers. I couldn't stop laughing. She was all red I'm sure sitting in her room while I kept on pasting the comments she had on her tagboard into our msn chat.

El 1*beep*2 Licker: you are gay. great sex last night tho. hit me back.. I love using you!.. evan as a last resort! ~teresa!!

Anand: hi I am Anand from India age 23 male am professional webdisigner Can I see you please bye

El 1*beep*2 Licker:Loved the humpydunk last night, Hard fucking core. like... our strap on. Yay. too bad I forgot to pay you this time.. you just couldn't cut it as well as you used to. ta ta love

HAHAHA! Not just that they had RUINED her files so no one could post/delete/modify comments. They even left their respective urls to their darned porn sites(almost an oxymoron had it been respected ;) WHY!!!!!!? The other day my firewall betrayed me. I got all sorts of spyware into my PC. So when I put up my 84783974823648237th blog on blogger, and entered the description as "feel analyze express" it turned the anal in analyze into a link! Do NOT ask me what it linked too. Grr... My hotmail account got hacked once. Was using a public terminal like an ediot. Those damn keyloggers. The next day at college a friend I was talkin to cut of the convo saying: "yesterday there was someone on my list with the nick 'come and fcuk me'. I tell the kid I couldn't be bothered! I come home... and all of a sudden it dawns unto me... was he talking about ME!? I checked my mail at SCHOOL yesterday! I log onto msn and hahaha... it WAS me... I knew there would be more... so I log into my profile and a wonderful signature had been put up too... sigh. Fortunately during those very days, hotmail was being a pain and wouldn't let you change your password. Hence them damn "hackers" couldn't change it either... :-D to all the bad hackers in the world: GET A LIFE! Everyone isn't so low life as y'all. I HATE SPAM. I belong to the spammers club on naseeb tho, we spammed a journal entry upto 60k comments. Haha. Oh course the owner of the JE was leading in the spamming. We came up with spam lines like: spam to hona hi tha, adidas: all day I dream about spamming, papa kehtay hain bara spam karay ga, spam kiya to darna kya... hmm there were better ones, but I cant recall :-D Back then naseeb.com used to list the top three most active je's (base don number of comments). But after our hijack attempt, they changed the concept and made je's with the most amount of users commenting as most active. We went around telling the whole of naseebia that we broke the naseeb counters :-P that was FUN spamming. Oh and before I forget, I broke all boundaries and spammed the CEO of naseeb! Haha! Everyone was like nooooooooooooo if we spam THERE he's gonna kick us out.. knew he wouldn't... and he didn't :-D I deactivated the next day as I had intended to and rumor spread that I had been kicked out for spamming. My sister comes home from work, usually she drops on her bed, but that day she hurries to the room and asks: Why isn't ur profile working? Me: Coz I've deactivated it? She: deactivated or...? ME: Deactivated! Coz I was bored, and I wanted to leave with a bang.. I mean spam... ;-) She: Well someone told me you spammed Monis (CEO of naseeb) hence you got kicked out. ME: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH! Whatever... u and ur friends... LOSERS! The next day I reactivated, laughed at all the ediots who thought I had been banned and deactivated again :-D There's NO stopping the Faiza! temme ur hijack|hack|spam stories/attempts :-D if you got any :-D or mebbe ur just not popular enuf? :-P Thank GOD blogger has a spellcheck! loi loi? thats laughing out inside. coz seriously, how many of u are actually laughing out LOUD when u type lol? ur definitely laughing out inside tho... hence LOI when ur not realy going BWHAHAHAHAHAAH :-D ¤ ¤ ¤

colors

there are just two color schemes i use.... PASTEL PINK/WHITE/GREY combo... OR BLACK/somecolor combo. Talk about extremes. ^^ I prefer lighter colors tho, they are easier on the eyes... especially for a site thats all about READING... common sense eh? And for a BLOG!?.. god forbid, why'd i make this black? Well... a name like lucifer in PINK would make the damn thing look gay! I mean... pink satan? hahaha... =S its all too dark... I'm bumping into the same "cool" people i've bumped into on the web elsewhere. I guess... the number of "cool" people really is limited. The same ones keep bumping into each other everywhere... or wait... mebbe i just need a life... and stop crwaling on the net all the time. Hmm... listening to nirvanas version of lake o fire.. :-|

Ufho

This is ridiculous i tell you. Why would someone who already has a site, runs five different forums, has a bazillion active blogs, want to come back to blogger? I mean why blogger when i can code my own blog? No! I dont know the answer either! Oh wait, i do. Haha. Just fascinated by this lot. Bumped onto one persons blog thru bandbaja.org, landed up on a page with links to tons of pakistani bloggers, and there i was, a happy blog READER again :-D Yes i'm stupid like that :-P Yea yea, so i'm in the UAE, a country stuffed with desis, a country MADE by desis, but i'm selective. every desi i come across doesnt impress me all too much u know. my mom and sisters think im a horrid hag who hates on people she dont like. i dunno? i'm not an apologist. why keep company u dont like, only to go and bitch behind em? thats just sad. :-| Sue me :-P So an adorable ULLU dropped by, and i dunno how, did i really leave this addy off somewhere? ::shocked:: Coz, im just messing with the layout. :-P It's past 4pm and my mom's screamed at me thrice to go have lunch. Do i ever listen? Why won't she just give up? :-D Do i believe in syntax and grammar? Isn't the answer obvious? :-D